I love my mom

I feel selfish. My parents are going trough hard times, it's specially hard for my mom. But still I am the one mom worries about, she cares how I'm doing but I should be the one asking that from her.
She's not a perfect person or mom, not even close, but so is no one else either. She does many things wrong and usually is talking about herself and what she wants, but still behind all that she's a loving person who has got hurt. She's trying to be strong and keep this family together though it's not always easy.



I had been feeling bad last times, days, weeks, months, I don't even know how long. Yesterday was the worst day for a long time and mom noticed it. Today she wanted to cheer me up, she brought me breakfast to bed though I didn't feel like eating. She was shopping today and she bought me a little present for nothing. She really does care though she doesn't show it so often. She doesn't say it but she loves and wants us good things even when she's really down herself.
I haven't always got so well along with my mom, when I was just a kid I was dadddy's girl, I did everything with dad, not with mom. At the age of puberty I hated her so much and blamed her for the problmes we had. But now were are more like friends than mother and daughter. And I actually like that though it feels a little awkward. We are doing many things together and she likes to talk about things with me. I should show her better snd more often that I love her.

Moms are amazing creatures. :)

Football, football and football

The whole world is concentrating on football, at least I feel like we have forgotten the problmes and trouble the world is facing for a while. Things such as Ukraine and Egypt aren't topics much discussed right now, what happens in Brazil's football fields is more interesting for some. In a way it's good though, to not think about all the crap a while and enjoy something else. A whole month of football matches, that's a pretty long time.

The thing I love the most about world cup is that it's the same for everyone in the world, it's something we have together, something everybody around the world can follow and talk about. That's basically why I started watching football this summer, even though I'm the person in the world who the least cares for sports. Or I was, now I enjoy sharing my opinions and talkig about the most awesome things happened in the matches. I just have to watch as many matches as I can, which is something the old me would never ever do. Once I was just asked to watch one watch, and I watched, and now no one needs to ask anymore.

Well I don't so much understand about football and the rules and everything, just a couple of days ago I actually learned what offside means.. But it doesn't matter to me that I don't understand what I'm watching, I watch how the players play and listen to what people say. I want to be a part of the conversation.

But I guess for us girls one of the most important things about any sports are the players. Specially when they take their shirts off... I'm so in love with some football players, I wish I could marry them.. But I don't agree with most of the girls, Cristiano Ronaldo isn't that sexy, he's just cute and actually looks a little gay. Just my opinion, don't get mad! Messi is awesome too, a really great player and he does amazing goals at the last minutes but my aboslute favourite is Brazil's Neymar Jr.. He's soo adorable and a good player too. Besides I love his hair..

For me it doesn't matter who wins or who's gonna be the world champion, they are the other smaller things that give an idea to the whole thing.