The best I've got

I found something. It's called by your name. It's something so precious that any amount of money in this world can't buy it. How could I ever deserve anything so beautiful and good?

I say it too seldom, possibly never, but you're the best I've ever got, the best thing that has ever happened to me. I love the way you love me, it feels good. I can forget the rest of the world when I'm with you. I hope you know I'm happy that you exist and belong to my world, to my reality. It's good that you are there.

If you had to leave, it would destroy the world I live in. I don't even want to think about that. I don't know what I would be without you. The world would feel empty, it'd be nothing like the same as it's now. If I hadn't met you, I wouldn't be me. So incredibly much you have changed me, almost made me a new person when compared to the old creature. When I'm restless, you calm me down. When I feel like I'm drowning, you lift me up. You're the one who can make me feel okay when everything is messed up and I want to give up. You make me forget all the pain, you always help me. You could tell me a thousand lies, I would believe all of them. You could hurt me, but I still couldn't leave you. But if you asked and wanted, I would let you go. But even if you asked, I would never forget your name or erase your picture from my mind. You'll always be there, you wanted or not. 

There is a doubt. A doubt whether I deserve you or not. Whether we are meant to be together, whether we belong to each other's lives. Because sometimes love just isn't enough.

 I wonder if you even have any idea how much I love you.