Do you ever feel like you're all alone even though there are hundreds of people around you? They don't know you, they don't even see you, you're like air to them.
There are people, but it feels like no one understands you. You have no one to talk to, no one to keep you from falling to pieces. Just you and the cold world. When you most need a shoulder you only have your pillow to cry on.
Everyone is going away from me. Or many people are. And after a few months I'll be done with school and I won't see my school mates every day like I used to. I'll be even lonelier. But it's weird because in real I'm not alone, I just somehow feel like that. That I'm awkward and bad in many ways, not good enough to be around people because I would probably just pollute them by the poison in me, by the demons in my soul. Maybe it's my subconscious decision to be alone. But I still miss someone.
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